2E4 , I MISS U!*

Friday, December 4, 2009

to 2e4...
i noe dat i was so wrong to did smth so bad.. haiz.. i'm really vehh sorry.. i really never expect it to happen , really . i noe dat saying sorry nw is like no use already.., bt..., i'm just soryy..., sorry to cause so much trouble to all of u..

oso thks to those who have helped us..
haiqal , fa'iz n hafirul : really thank you for taking care of us n sorry dat we're like damn rude to u...
shermaine , joli n th other girls : so super damn sorry to b so super damn rude n bad ...
muhaimin : super damn sorry to shout at u n b like damn rude to u.., really sorry.

haiz.., i'm just so damn stupid n dont deserve to b living on earth .

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:09 AM|

Monday, November 16, 2009

vehh sian.. nothing to do.. wana continue edit blog skin derhs, bt lazy.. hmm..., jux created new email.. choco-thblurblur_girl@hotmail.com hmmm...., dun noe wad to post lehhs.. past one week i was in malaysia.., cuz grandpa passed awae.. feels so sad dat dden get to c him 'zui hou yi mian'.. i'm sorry. was superb duperb angry since sundae afternoon... stupid sia her.. ppl all doin things was busy ard n yet she sitting thr, listening song.., wtf !
all of us hav smth to do bt u sit thr relaxing.., dun even bother to help out! kns! haiz.., bo bian luh huh... its u its u.. lazy like a fcking pig! and hor and hor, its all ur fcking fault till daddy hav to rush bac.. n mummy n me n yin cnt go gaigai! hng! wasted , tsk! dun act luhh sia.., sae wad nid to go bac skool wad project wad whatever thing.. all bullshit la! whatever come out frm ur mouth r all jux shit! stupid shit! still wan actact, knn!sae wad reach hme nid quick quick on comp, sae wad gt project .. whatever shit! thn everything is me n mummy do!? mummy sae call u go do ur things..,thn go rest.. tltr still nid go skool... n yet! wad i saw is u using FACEBOOK! , lookin n ppl's foto! whatthefuck! treat me n mummy as damp ass uh!? huh?! i jux hate u. hate u to th core!
i rather dun hav u as my sista! i dun care, i dun guv a damn! u fucking shit! arghh!!!
hoo..., i nw finally understand y van love posting everything out so much..

kkaes, enough of dat shit...
hmmm..., i'm in 3e4 dnt nxt yr.... haiz.., i really feels like stop studying lerhs.. its really tiring..
hmm.., dun noe y uh, i feels like ppl r starting to ignoring me... even muhaimin.. he sae he forgive me lerhs, bt th wae he talks to me is like.., really bad.. he like veh buay song me lehhs.. i dun noe? or izzit i too sensitive? bt, th wae he talks to me is god damn diff frm th past... n plz ppl, dun like me, dun wana talk to me, jux tell me kaes? plz! i dun like it, or rather i hate it whn u guys fool me ard, treat me like an ass hole...

dunoe y uh.., i feels like i'm lost in my own world... aft leaving bball, i realise i dun hav much close fwens, o rather jux fwens... nw holidae, its even worst..
i'm left out. i'm bac to a loner again... haiz...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:15 AM|

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

haiz... todae is a sad n bad dae fer me...
first, failed math n eng...., will drop na sia... haiz.. n did badly fer th other subjects...
wtf..., y i so stupid one sia....

haiz..., thn my head is like damn pain frm i go hme till nw.., yes, now. thot aft a nap i'll feel better... bt.., no... i pain till wake up sial... haiz... wad a bad dae...

thn ppl* sae wana end it... haiz.., no chioce bt to end..., cuz cnt force mahh.. thn end lohh.. though i really really really dun feel like ending it... haiz... i promise i wun n wld nev regret my decision.. i promise... still best fwen kaes..? haiz.., my blog is dead, cuz too long nev update.. even update nw oso no one wld bother... haiz.., i'm back to my unloved n lonely world again... haiz... so many sad n stress things happen even aft exam... my fwens.... my studies.... n.. haiz... sry to dissapoint all my fwens hu cares fer me...., bt i really needs my medicine nw... i'm sorry... its un-controlltable..... haiz..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:46 AM|

Saturday, October 17, 2009

i guess i really love him..
bt i'm so sure dat his feelings to me is jux a love of normal fwen...
i dun noe wad to do..
i wanted to ask him..
bt wad if he rejects??
any guys.., can tell me wad wld u all do whn a gurl asked? if u rejects her, wad will u do? hw wld u phrase it? thn wld u make fun of her in front of ur other fwens? saying that she asked n ya rejected..?
fuck luh.. i really dun noe wad to do...
girls, if ya me, wld u ask? its nothing wrong rites...? th world nw we're living at is nt only guy ask girl wad...rites..? dun noe dun noe... i really dun noe... if he really dun hav feelings fer me..., thn y r we so close..., he treat me diff whn we're alone.. bt same whn thr's some one...? y? i really dun noe if he has th same feeling fer me as i hav fer him... i dun noe.. bt i dun think so.... he say he dosen wana hav stead nw..., or izzit he jux wana me to give up? he's msg replies to me were all veh short ans.., bt to other ppl.., it's longer.. am i really vehh irritataing..? i love hym n i really do, nt fwen type of love..
i really feel like askin..., bt im afraid... wth..., dun noe luhh...
y cnt humans b emotionless.. thn all problems will b solved..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:19 PM|

Sunday, September 13, 2009

hey.., todae morning woke up thn iron clothes... thn bath... thn went to cwp nokia centre to help my bro collect his fone.. actually wana go amk find him one, bt thn he came civic find me.. lol. hmm.., aft dat self studied in th library thn abt 12+ muhaimin and afiq came to meet me..thn we do hw do hw and do hw! haahs,, he was so0o quiet manz.. anw thn lt8 muhaimin saw his gf oso cum.., thn lt8 2 of his fwen oso cum.. thn abt 4.35 like dat i leave lerhs, cuz bro wan me help him sell printer.. wth, th buyer 6 thn cum..., fer nth make me rush bac.. -.-

haiz..., anw thn went to shop & save to buy things wiv mama , papa , sis and younger sis... thn went to eateat dinner.. i ate clay-pot rice wiv home made lemon tea! nicenice! let me eat ath i'll oso sae nice one..., cuz i was damn hungry.. i hvn eat ath since i wake up lehhs!!!! anw, all th way frm morning till nw thr was a nice cute guy companying me (msg) he's nice and fun! hahas... hmmm.., hope i can quickquick change plan to unlimited msg.., s00 dat i dun hav to worry abt my bill and all daat.. haiz.., if bill burst again, mummy comfirm will scold me like hell.. haiz.., bt i really enjoys msg-ing! sain luhs -.-

anw, currently still msg-ing wiv th cute guy. nth to post lerhs, byebye!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|4:30 AM|

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

hum ji kia

funnyfunny, gt one hum ji kia comment on my tag box abt i wear fbt? lol. i wear fbt nice a nt, my prob luhs horh? so kpo fer wad? u hum ji till write oso don even dare to write ur name.. nxt tym hum ji don tag kayy? lol. cb hum ji kia. btw horhs, i noe i no hav "nice" legs luh, bt i wear u don like don c luhs.. extra? hum ji cb kia..., bo ji u diam!

wan find prob izzit? >>>96329029, u'r welcome! plz luhs horxh, write ur name kay?

Labels: WTF? ppl now a daes r so weird..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:25 AM|

Monday, September 7, 2009

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wooohoo!!!! todae was fun! went to skool to study chat 27! wahaha... went to skool alone-.- nobody pei me.., so sian.., th feeling of lonely-ness came bac.. so sian.., reach skool at 10? hhaha, thn dun dare to go up class scared only gt me alone, lt8 kena rape.. ahaha.
bt at abt 10.10 decided to jux went bac class to sleepp, thn WTF? muhaimin they all in class oledi? lol-.- sian--" so stayed in class listen music... thn in class, quite fun luhs.., bt dun feel like saeing.. so skipskipskip.. aft skool went bac hme to bath n change thn go arcade! FUNFUNFUN! went to amk at first bt found out dat th arcade nt fun one... thn went to J8! TH ARCADE THR BETTER! bt was moody all th way.., cuz of SOME ppl lohh.., spoil my dae... not happy don cme luhs! giv dat stupid fqace! F off luhs! eeeyeeer! dun wana sae lrhs.. skipskipskip,,
thn went to amk again buy th durain thingy.. thn went hme.. soo sian.. haiz..,

any1 wana company me go library tml? i wana do hw! bt dun wana do it alone... so siann.. haiz...,
tml gt math remedial.. 10 - 11.30..
er..,. nw thn i found out dat my blog like no ppl care one..., nev put privet oso can liaos.. dots..
hmmm...., desprade fer stead! i wan ppl love! i jealous of couples!argh.., nbm, borned to b unloved..lol
kk.., shall end here... byebye..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|8:00 AM|

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